I will just post a summary, and then let it go. I do want to remember the trials, to look back and see how strong I really am with the Lord to lean on in times of such struggle and sadness.
For those that do not know, we have rescued dogs, cats, horses, birds and a few kids along the last 35 yrs. we are winding down and just have the remaining cats that have not been able to be placed, either they have special needs, or just over population. We believe strongly in spay and neuters, and try to find homes for those that tame up, the others we do the trap,neuter release. so from there , my week started....
well today (Saturday) was going to be my rest and re coup day, only
woke to find one of the special needs cats is sick with swollen glands .....so
have to get to vet at noon. more later.
THIS TOO SHALL PASS.....
THIS TOO SHALL PASS.....
back from vets.....
I can not believe what I am about to write. We took Oliver
(3 yrs old) to vets, and he had Lymphoma, and was suffering, so we just buried
him with all our beloved fur family.
I can not wrap my head around what is
happening.....
Sunday I shared with my on line family, my thought on the last week.
Good Sunday Morning to all! We just had a big brunch, the kitties are all settled and the weather is beautiful.
Yesterday was rough but I don't fight the grief like I used to, I allow myself the time to have a cry (which I never used to afford myself) and then I wipe my tears and see all the blessings and goodness I have to be thankful for.
Plus, I know that death is but a transition and I am blessed with gifts many do not have, so I usually get a visit from them before they go on about their business!
I do believe this is the beginning of being freed up so I can get on
with my real purpose, metaphysical and spiritual lessons and teachings
for those now awakening.
The pain is but a passing thing, the love in my heart for each one of them, is eternal.
I am sorry I have been such a Debbie Downer this whole week, but honestly, I could barely believe how it just never seemed to stop. I thank you all that showed me support and love through this past week.
I love you all!
now go out and ENJOY this day the Lord has made!
I am sorry I have been such a Debbie Downer this whole week, but honestly, I could barely believe how it just never seemed to stop. I thank you all that showed me support and love through this past week.
I love you all!
now go out and ENJOY this day the Lord has made!
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